Growing up I have always been a good weight, height and build for my body. It wasn't until my junior year in high school that I even noticed a difference, that maybe I was a little over weight. I ended up losing roughly 40 pounds and got down to my smallest of 135. I stayed at this weight -145 until about my sophomore year in college. Around this time is when I noticed I had started to gain the weight again.
I gained the freshman 15-20. When to work at olive garden and lost another 35ish-40 pounds with all the walking and long nights of work I was doing. It was great!
But here I am again. At my highest of 177.4 I have never hit 180 and it depresses me to think I am so close to doing so. But thats really the turning point. I have a life to live, and I said live not hide away from camera's or formal events because I don't feel like I can find anything to wear. I dont want to have to dread another vacation because I know I wont be at my ideal weight before then. I dont want to not go swimming because there might be another girl in the pool with a flat stomach wearing a bikini.
I want to be that girl.
So here is to me and my 365 day challenge.
It can only start with me and end with me. Since I have control over both results and outcomes. I choose for it to never end again. This time I am stronger.
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